YWednesday, October 3, 2007
I'm so dumb and retarted today! What the hell happened?!
Slept during MASSJOG, as MASSJOG was cancel and we was watching movie instead. And the system for the movie thingy is spoil i guess, so went ahead to sleep first! Cause it was so tiring. And after that, they call me wake up, and i thought the lesson is over! OMG-.- And guess what? Melvin and i went to chinese class! Oh gosh oh gosh! He was so dumb lah! HAHAHAH, i can't stand it. He told me the lesson is over, and i foolishly followed him! When we reached there, there are totally no people! We thought we was too early, and guess what? We slept.. LOL, So we slept for another 20mins just outside the chinese teacher homeroom! And melvin woke me up, say "eh, why now still no people ah?" Then he take out handphone check the time, it was actually only 8.20a.m! I was like, DIAO? OMG? Miss goh might have think i ponten her class lah! Sigh.
And we went for english, is was filing time. Sigh, i saw one crumbled paper, thinking of the past. I think of why they treat me like this, actually i don't blame anyone for crushing my paper, throwing out of the window. I don't mind, i really don't. I guess things should be over soon. We will still be classmates for the next and next next year.
My art is dead. =\
Say till art, my audition friend actually asked me for ideas for art. Told her some, and give her some suggestion. I'm glad that she took my idea! And i gonna show her my picture of mid-year art to her later for her "research".
Somehow, i can't withstand the fear yet, and the sadness. I sad over nothing, fear over nothing. This might be some sort of stress i guess.
I don't really want to retain, nor want to study!
God, mind helping me unleash my wing?
YYY
Time have proven everything, your loss of my remains.
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