Zz, 7a.m. now. Was planning to go to elective moledule, and didn't want to go now.. I found out that, i'm all alone there.. If i go.. What would happened? At least in class i have melvin.. Now? None.. NONE AT ALL! And next year class, had elvin accompany us.. I really had to have tution.

I was planning to have tons of words inside my minds, but everytime i came on to blog.. All was tarnished.. I still had to work.. So much.. Next week 6days i had to work.. Non-stop..

And tuesday i was planning for haircut, since my colleague say that, eh you cut hair! Cut hair turn shuai liao! But another one say, don't cut! I rather you cute than shuai!

I was like.. -.-? And next week thursday then can work with jiajun. Kinda miss him! LOL! Cause it was like.. I work everyday, but everyday never see him. Zz!

Yesterday closing was fun. I close half of T-Line; cook line. Aaron close charboiler, and elvin, rachel, darren helped with the fryer. Taught them pretty much of things, hope that they put it in mind. Despite the fact that i'm falling sick -.-, i will still continue working. And blogging.

Sorry for the late blogging, cause.. I really can't squeeze out the time to blog. Sometime i really too tired, and sometime i even squeeze out my sleep time to blog. I really loved blogging.

Because i know actually peoples do view my blog, shared my troubles.

And i'm pretty touched when my friends say they will helped me complete some of my wishlist. I'm touched, as those item wasn't cheap, perhaps this is what friends are. There when you're in troubles, share serects, share joy and woe. And what there's is the matter that count. Even a cheap stuff, can sastify me. So why bother to spend a ton of money on unnessasary stuffs? Remember guys? We going had chalet on december right? So try to save money, instead of spending moneys on those expensive stuffs. And i can complete one of my wishlist by end of this month[: And, one of my wishlist will never complete. Pierce hole.. Not because of i scare of that little pain, but my sister is objecting it. She thought that if you pierce already, next time you will go put tatoo already. But i really want to pierce! ): Maybe it's pre-destinated. If she wasn't my sister or she treated me badly.. I sure object her, but she treat me so good, dote on me. So i cannot object her right?

People are growing up.. It's will be a different story in 10years time. Who ever thought of that? We might be lying around in different part of singapore, or even overseas. Lost in contact, and there will be no everlasting friendship anymore.. And what if one of my friend died? Or even me? Will i be missed? I'm really sorry for being so sacarstic at time, and i'm really sorry for being so mean at time too. That's my attitude, i know it's suck. But still, you had to accept the fact for who i'm. Because of my attitude, i lost a lot of friend, who once in great friendship with me before. And, i really regretted losing many friends. T_T

How i hope the past wasn't that unwilling and unhappiness were caused.

I'm like a ruby, protected by a glass panel like in a museum, unless i got rid of the glass panel, or i will never know what's the underworld is like. Or it's like, courage is up to it's limit now.

How do you think you can go that far? Everyone has it's ambition. They want to stride far, supress each other in every ways. They always thought that if they win him by this and that, they will get glory. But they're wrong. A true friendship is always needed. Encouragement make someone to prove that another will do it.

Those words are meant for myself. I'm glad i had reflected on myself already. Maybe this is the life i'll had in the end.

Dillon Tan Yong Chen
16 on 26 December 92
Bukit Merah Secondary
xiaodi-dillon@hotmail.com


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