YTuesday, November 13, 2007
I don't need your sympathy. Neither do i need your hypocritical action.
Why? Why didn't you tell me earlier? I guess i should give up?
I just can't myself, getting crazy over worthless things. Perhaps it's an one-sided love.
Who cares? Not even that person, when that person didn't even know it.
I do read your blog, and understand you. And i want to understand more.
Is it that hard? We hadn't even had to chance to talk yet.
Attitude.. I don't know how to handle with that.
I'm wondering how my friends can tolerate me with my attitude, and now, i found out someone that had the same attitude as me. I don't know how to handle it. Why didn't i reflect on my attitude earlier?
A lot of things i know it, but i just don't want to say it. Just stop it, before i get angry. And so what if i'm angry? The most is vent the anger on my work only. I can't do anything with my current ability now. Now i'm weak like shit, and sometimes, i don't even want to blog, cause i'm so tired. Even if i'm angry, who saw it? Only my colleague, i can only threw my deep hot basket right onto the corner to hang it. And i scalded myself with the oil a few times, surprisingly i don't feel much hurt, even if it is 350degree of hotness. I don't even know i land my hand inside the oil for a few second until the glove started to melt. I'm gong, am i? Now, my hand is filled with scars, and experience i gained from different things. Attitude, how to control temper, how to not be so lazy, and etc. And the worst is relationship. I WANT AN STABLE ONE! When can i find one? Sometime i wondered.
I treated my colleague like brothers and sisters, and sometime, some of them didn't even appreciate it. It hurts me, it really do. Why can't more of my colleague understand me? Only when i'm really close with you guys, then i'll started to tease you guys and laugh loudly. But, you guys treated me like.. what? Say i give attitude etc. I don't care. Sometime ask you all do things, thought i'm just kidding? Just because i always joke around? Even simple task? And landed up, become i do? Tell you guys something. I get serious when it's serious. Sigh, don't want to talk about it anymore.
Okay smilee. :D I'm happy once again.
FEEL MY HIGH-NESS:D
FRIENDSTER SHYT! BUG AND BUG! SHYT YOU!
YYY
Time have proven everything, your loss of my remains.
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