Ohgosh, sis fainted on work. Do take care.

Perhaps this might be the only thing a bitch could do all times.

Indeed, there's no ever lasting "FRIENDSHIP", but ever lasting brotherhood.
Sorry to rake up the past. But, sigh, it's too late to apologies.

Anyway, I just feel so regret now.
It's a little pity I could just let it go, our best friend friendship.
A really good friendship we used to have.

I WAN QUIZZZ ! ;D

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Before 30 ! 25 Perhaps ? :D

2. What i want the most now?
- My class and my friendship would get better ?

3. Who is the person u trust most?
- My brothers in school, maple bros and family .

4. Do you think you have enough confident?
- Definely not .

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- I would return back to what I used to be .

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- I saw before, I believe in my eyes .

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- The days that are passing so fast so fast ! I don't wanna be so old so soon .

8. Do u believe in eternity love?
- Perhaps there's no eternity love in this world .

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Would that person accepted ? I doubt so .

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
- Rachel (Caring, Chubby, Cute), however, got bad points ! :D

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
- Looks do count ! No lah, I just hope our hearts beats as one.

12.Which type of person do you hate the most?
- Hypocrite, betrayer, haolian kiah and peoples who despite me .

13.Do you cherish every single of your frienship?
- To me, YES ! But to them, NO !

14.Do you believe in God?
- No .

15.What do you see in your future?
- I want to live in this current state !

16.Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- No.. I live perfectly without one .

17.At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- Like what ? <33

18.What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
- I am who I am. They just accept me, or so be it .

19.What kind of friend you prefer?
- Someone who can tolerate my character .

20.What makes you different?
- My character !

Toopidddd. I've forced to cut my hair by DM.
I look totally like a nerd now. And I hate it.
No one like's it anyway.

Anyway, I'm just quite disappointed with the results Ms Prema shown us earlier on.
It was horrible. And to the extend that I've failed even my english and combine humanities.

Art is really stressful now.
I'm gonna suffocate.

Fuck lah, whoever I talked to, nobody replied.
And I got tease and fooled today, Suckers.

I felt so in love with you.
With every moment I'm in,
it's all your magic and might.
I have lost my soul,
for the simple me,
I can't even tell the difference,
I have regretted walking up to this path.
An endless internal path,
and to the soul I've let down,
you have been vanished toward the cliff.

It's my external promises.

x3 when will you even notice me?
I'm so crazy towards you, perhaps times has not ripe.

Went Darren house slack and slept overnight yesterday!

& His room is like A FREEZER man!

Sob, I lost my spec ytd while on back from johor. And lots of things happened.. I've no energy to mention anything right now.. Just that I'm sobbing terribly last night. You think I wish to lost my spec meh? I also don't wish one leh. I also heartpain about my spec. I used not more than 2months eh.

And twinny, take care on your trip to bangkok last midnight. You'll be missed.
And dad, take care on your trip to bangkok later on. You'll also be missed.

Hey everyone, thanks for concerning. I'm alright, perfectly alright.

Anyway, tomorrow walkathon.. I bet nothing will happened right? I meant as in, the situation I'm in. Anyway, just realise that trusted is definely not a thing to play with. I didn't know actually my blog is influential to some of them. Well, it has been meaningless all these time. Using the pathetic 2 days to recuperate, but the answer is no. Not recuperating, but escaping. It's time to come to senses, to the reality we're in right now. I hope this will be the last time to say this.

Anyway, I'M BORED GAHHH. I've nowhere to go to, sound pathetic huh? But I don't need any sympathetic! I'll see what I can do after tomorrow walkathon! :D

Mom and Sis will be back tomorrow! Cheers :D

OHYA, SOUND SO RIDICULOUSSS! I went to 7eleven earlier on with brother, and on our way back home, we came to this vending machine which sells soft drink, and we decided to buy. And he brought jiajialiangtei, which I brought soya milk. And guess what happened? Jiajialiangtei came out, and it was time for me to buy. So what're you assuming now? Broke down? No. IT GAVE ME A ROOTBEER. Kaosz. I want a soya milk lah. Damn that machine, I hate rootbeer! T_T

I can't believe I actually skip school for 2 days, when I could wake up and use the computer. Gahh, I skip school for a particular reason. Of course, not putting studies on a spite.

Why the teacher failed to appreciate their students?
Why is there so unfair treatment?
Why are they so bias?
Why should I go to school and get all those embarrassment and insults?
Why should I stand so much, and in the end, fall so high?
DO I HAVE TO TOLERATE ALL THESE?
I don't think so. From now on, I'll skip the lessons necessary if I want to.
No longer treat me as a kid dude.
And.. I'm so disappointed in one person..
Think before you spoke.. You have hurted me.

& for tomorrow walkathon, I'll be going.

3.38a.m now & noticed something.

I've been sleeping really much. I slept from 6p.m to 3.am. Not going to sleep anymore, in case I can't wake up and go to school. And I noticed something too, IF you don't sleep, you'll get MORE energetic, this is what that had proved to me yesterday. But in the end, I still slept -.-

And Elvin told me something. Make me PENGZ. He say, it's your privilege to sleep you know? I want sleep also cannot sleep, this kind of ability doesn't apply to me. I was like .. speechless?

Anyway, was quite fed up with something, something really not important but I'd to mention. You don't need to scold people fuck off when he's with me right? What's with your problem? Did YOU EVEN BOOK him for lunch? I don't think so. DO I EVER scold FUCK OFF to them whenever they'd dinner or lunch with you? I don't think so too. Stop your fucking attitude, or I'd to tell you, I won't even let anyone of the boys to had lunch or dinner with you. Don't get so xialan, I tell you.

Had lunch with Melvin, Elvin and Dickson earlier on at Rajahn Inn, I think this is the spelling? And we met at 2p.m. And Elvin came to my house first, and we're late reaching there :x And upon reaching there, I saw one group of people except one which I REALLY DESPITE of.

And after our lunch, Dickson went to river valley to fetch his brother from school while Elvin and Melvin accompanied me to Raffles Place to had my braces changed! I changed it to blue by the way :D

AIYAAAAA! I waste my chance today lah! Too shy? *bushh*
Brrr, no lahh. Aisehh, today Joel back to school!
And he could tell me he was sleeping in th toilet during his MT.
I was like -.-? In toilet also can sleep ah?
Can fight with my dad man! My dad does that all the time.

Anyway, today.. REALLY VERY COLD!
I was shivering every lesson. Damn cold, never bring jacket.
Brrr. That happened all the time.

Lesson boring today. I did nothing but sleep, slack and chill.
But I have to highlight something eh.
MT and Bio was too horrible for me. Way too horrible.
I was disturbed by a bunch of them at the library during Bio class.
All trying to kill me -.-
They were disturbing me lah, eh FIGHT LEH,
don't fight leh! EH DON'T DISTURB LAH,
LATER HE BEAT YOU HOH, EH! DON'T DISTURB!
I was like -.-? Feel like whacking them. Zz.
Anyway we're damn lucky eh? -.-!
Our teacher for Bio didn't came, AND GUESS WHAT?!!!!!
Relief teacher for Bio didn't come too!!!!!!
And for MT, fuck yanxing lah.
Keep disturb me, make me cannot finish my letter writing.
First time round I never finish siah! So fucking annoyed by him.
Then last period was Social Studies,
nabei, out of 20+, it's like only 10 were studying,
th rest were sleeping?
ANYWAY, Miss Goh lie to me lah.
Telling me to bring Art file on Monday,
to hand in for CA,
then later I bring liao, guess what she say?
Erm, I told the person not to count CA already,
walao lah, make me waste my effort,
SO FUCKING HEAVY LAHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm not going to tolerate next time ^^

Super sad and dulan. Zzz?
Don't really wanna talk much about it.

Mom will be going overseas with sis tomorrow.
And now, no one buy foods for me,
fetch me to school, and wash clothes for me!
And most importantly they will be back only on Saturday!
Nevermind, I can go to school with my niece,
since my sister ask me to take care of her. *WTF?*
Wonder what will they buy for me when they're back.

Anyway, didn't notice my sister brought new sofa,
until they say it yesterday,
and today it approached, pretty cool lah.
I'm sitting on it right now.

Sigh, my Art haven't finished!
And it got to be handed in by tomorrow after school!


Deeply injured.

Um, I think I should spent some time working rather than spending money on unnecessary stuffs which cause my POSB to form a enormous hole.

So.. Any job recommendation? Feel free to add me at xiaodi-dillon@hotmail.com or message or call me at 9661041 for more information! Thanks! :D

My phone bill is reducing rapidly, from $50+ to $20+ only now! But my electricity bill is growing rapidly! Muhahaha, thanks to our efforts. Anyway, do you guys know that the new government rule state that when you left the electricity on but never switch on the computer or even use it, the bills are counted as 10%? The new rule sucks lah. What if forget to switch off the electricity? Waste money eh!?

& recently one VERY dangerous person that Indonesia sent to Singapore for further punishment has left the detention center? Omg lah. I didn't even know there's a detention center. I heard he has some planning of bombing Changi Airport, or places near Newton? Please be aware of that, he's only 158cm. Any short, black one, and *he is one legged limp* Please please take note of that faces! *Meanie*

I will discuss about forming a new group called the Trio with Elvin and Darren on monday!


Bursting tears seem to approached.
I could hold on no longer more.
I'm start to feel tired, and depress.
Perhaps it's better if we go on our own road.

I'm sad.. Not because of friendship. Sigh..

Alrighty, two of you, just stop being hypocrite. It really disgusted me, and I mean it. If I had decided this is the path I want to walked on, so be it. Don't make a fuss out of everything and say, oh? I did feel sorry in the first place? Guess what I'm doing now? I'm not sweeping or crying, I'm laughing. It's so funny to me. Thanks for your hypocritical action. HAHAHA.

And fuck right now, I will lost another bestie now, definely not one of you guys anymore. My harsh words? Your words did make my harsh words came true and even laughed at your words. Go to your mom and cried at your stupidity bitch.

Please don't blame my brother for showing me the messages, he did want to help, but whatever he say, I'm still his elder brother, he has to respect my decision. When I'm decided on something, I normally do it to the end. Mind about yourself, please don't try and act so "pathetic" in front of your blog, MAKE ME LAUGH niah. I feel sorry for you now, because you'd just make a fool outta yourself. I'm definely not pushing you to the end, I won't make you suffer (: I will hang you upside down, fast and deadly skills? You betcha. Just you wait.

For your info, I hate red WORSER now,
& Darren, it proved to me that you are not trustworthy after all.


Ren jia wang wang shuo, shi ye di yi, you qing di er.
There's no everlasting friendship in this world.
Yi fen zhi shi de ren dou hui ren wei you qing di yi,
shi ye di er, bu yao shang he qi.
Indeed, this proved this logic is not to be trust.

I shall STOP blogging about those hypocrital peoples already, unless they had make me really intolerable. I, myself will live my life happier (:

I still has Elvin, Joel, Melvin, and not of course my twinny, mei and kai xin guo :D
The most is, ruin my own life.
And yes indeed, let's gave the wind a chance to blow everything away.

Dillon Tan Yong Chen
16 on 26 December 92
Bukit Merah Secondary
xiaodi-dillon@hotmail.com


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